I apologize for the endless mellow postings, who ever reads this. The days, as i had previously posted, have been loonng mellow ones. Long lonely ones. Ah yes, lonely. A word i never thought i would ever have to use to describe myself. It's just that lately silence seems to be surrounding more than the usual NEVER. That, or i'm probably, predictably... just on the oh so natural post-vacation phase, you know, when the fun is gone and normal life kicks in. In between surreality and reality, a confusing time, trust me. But on second thought, normal life isn't even normal anymore. Everyone is done with school and are on their way to figure out what's to come. Pretty much the same as I. Pretty much what we have been doing since the first day of college back in 2006. Only now, a few years later, we're doing it on our own. Without the daily doze of laughs and noise we've gotten so fond of. Drama we have always secretly and sinfully indulged ourselves in. Needless to say, it's killing me. I miss everyone... and this ain't no normal life.
I know this will be over soon, but i wonder how and when. I wonder if same people will be part of my happy days in the future as they have been in the past years. i hope they will. And what's all this crazy talk about the future? Seriously, i didn't think the F word would be coming so early.
We shall hope this is my last mellow post... which i greatly doubt. :)
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ending is just another beginning, dear. should you not say 'goodbye' but 'till we meet again'. love.
Make sure to give me an advance warning when the wedding bells start ringing!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
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