vacation's over, classes resumed yesterday.
the end of vacation also marks the end of my internship program and the beginning of my (supposedly-hopefully) last year of college. haha.. everything is happening so fast, that all i wanted to do today (as i resumed the daily routine i've been missing for almost 3 months) was breathe in every single moment and feel it and not let go... i dont want to move on with life just yet. no, not 'this' part of life. the part where i get to go to class everyday and meet friends and have fun and laugh in class and have meals together and everything. it's just too much to enjoy in such little time given.
don't let it last. dont let it last.
i've been here, though. i've felt this feeling a million times before... reminds me of AIIAS. every year contained so much meaning but i would look into the coming days with dread, knowing that it'll last and the days i'm living will soon be the past. not a very nice feeling, really. but AIIAS trained me well. trained me to accept changes as the open door to improvement instead of life's most hated enemy.... haha. man i miss aiias.
AIIAS. AIIAS. AIIAS. AIIAS. my little heaven on earth..
goodnight!
3 Comments:
aww creez..you're so cute :)
i know EXACTLY how you feel...and i can't believe you're in your last year of college already??? wow..time flies..hehe
but yea..keep up the good attitude. i'm trying to view change the same way :)
love you!
ooh.. i wish i thought the same as you. I didn't really care about the last year of college. Then, I started missing school.. life becomes so routine afterwards.. every week doesn't mean as much...until weekend.. And time will start flying faster than it already is.. before we know it, we hit midlife crisis!! Then, we start accelerating downhill!!! OH NOO!!!! :P
whoa creez...you're almost done..hehe i guess it really is a crisis shifting from school to actual work..hehe do well,
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